
My AM's in a meeting & I don't feel like working today...
Feeling super sian & tired - maybe it's Monday blues. I know I have a lot stuff to do but the motivation is just not there. I guess it's one of those days again...
Oh I've finally did my medical health screening and I'll be getting my results in a week's time. I suspect that I'll have low blood pressure - keke....
Anyway I've got this really bad bruise on my arm right now. Why? Cos' the nurse drew 3 tiny bottles of blood from me (continuous) while the needle was still in my vein. It was kinda cool. She took out 1 bottle from the syringe, put in another. Wahahaha..Am I a closet sadist? Kidding...
Aiya...my AM is back liao...ok lah, will stop here...
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I was checking out Bui's blog and she was talking about her dream wedding....
And this got me thinking on my own wedding. My dream wedding would have been at a beach or garden...Somewhere causal, outdoor - not formal. In fact, I would have loved to hire a wedding planner to organise a theme wedding for me. Everything should be customised...
I always tell myself not to follow the trend of having one at a hotel, it was a No-No for me. I love being unique. Every time I attended a wedding dinner, I would always cringe. The part where the waitresses bring in the first dish with the poses and all that just makes me go "eeeee". But alas, in the end I'm having one at a hotel. What is this? Retribution for all the cringing that I've done?
Due to circumstances, an outdoor wedding is just not possible for me...with the economy so bad and the usual traditional relatives...a wedding banquet at a hotel is more feasible for me...
It's just sad. That's why I've stop buying wedding magazines and checking out wedding forums. The more I look at it, the sadder I become. I actually stop feeling that way for a while till I saw Bui's post and then I was like mmm...sad again...
Anyway what will be will be - that's my new motto. No point feeling like this. If I wait till next year when the economy picks up, the prices will increase and I spend more...
Que sera sera...
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Unreleased song from Amy Winehouse...
Procrastination
Procrastination - Amy WinehouseLabels: ~~ love it ~~

I'm sick of work.
Yah, I know usual complaint...
Just sick of it...Sick of the fake smile that I show every time...I wanna say what I feel but I can't. I'm nothing more then a puppet there...
I was chatting with
dajie via
msn today and I remember this particular sentence that came out of our conversation - the world is corrupted. That's true...you can't deny it. That's what lead to this full blown recession. The American dream is gone, who wants to go to America right now? My workplace is also like that, looks good outside, messy inside...
Sigh...just sick of it..feel like puking (and it's not pregnancy I'm talking about).
Anyway sorry for the depressing post, maybe cos' I'm watching CNN on the G20 summit & I'm thinking that the G20 reminds me of my workplace - all talk but no action. They only talk but whether there will be improvements, it's another issue *_*
Hiazzzz ~~~~~~
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