Tried another quiz & OMG when it said shortest personality test, I couldn't believe how fast it took...
Anyway, here's my personality profile -
Your Personality Profile
You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.
You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.
My bday's coming...it's something that I dread yet I can't wait for it to come..
You get to celebrate with friends, family but it also means that you're getting older...I can't believe I'm going to be 24..it's so surreal, this means that a year is passing by soon & it's going to be 2008. A few days ago I was at kinokuniya looking at the 2008 calendars and I had this thought - wait a minute, was I not looking at calendars like this with Bui a year ago? I was still working at my previous company then. It's like a year has passed, it's crazy. Would I be thinking of this again in 2008? I started working after completing my degree when I was 22, now I'm going to be 24. I can't imagine that 2 years has passed since!!!
6 years more & I'm going to be 30. What will I be then? Married, with kids? Scary, I don't even want to think of the future....I think I'm having the Peter Pan syndrome again - basically I don't want to grow up....
Tired...sick..bored with work. But please don't be mistaken that being bored means that it's because I have nothing to do. It's because I have so many things to do..It's maddness.............
Maldives I need you now.....I want to go lay on the beach & relax.
Right now, it's like I've got so much work but I've got absolutely no mood to do it...I can't wait till 6pm..
Helen, if you're reading this..Don't be late!!!!!! 3 days of OT has killed my mood for work...I'm going to leave on the D.O.T. ^_^ (cranky mood)
I'm going to dedicate this song to myself & anyone who's feeling crappy (like me) -
Always Look on the Bright Side of Life - Monty Python
Here we go. Let's sing the chorus together -
And...always look on the bright side of life... Always look on the light side of life... lalalala...
One more time again (come on guys, sing louder) -
And...always look on the bright side of life... Always look on the light side of life...
Oh..I love this part -
Life's a piece of shit When you look at it Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true. You'll see it's all a show Keep 'em laughing as you go Just remember that the last laugh is on you.
You would fall for the gentleman. Keep an eye out for your love at your next formal or field trip to the opera. Watch out for bad boys who walk on the inside of the curb and don't hold the door for you, and you'll end up with the guy who's suave, sophisticated, and classy through-and-through.
You are Rabbit. You are clever, intelligent, and level-headed. You have close, loyal friendships, but you have a bit of a short temper when the people around you act foolishly.
Today was sooo busy...I'm so tired till my mind's a bit of a blank now....
Anyway talked to my boss today (not the clown, he's on urgent leave). He actually came up to my office a few times and I was uh-oh - I've not a feeling what it was about. And the question came out at last - What do u think of the working environment? (that was a leading qns to ask me about the clown). And you know what? I told him everything. From being disorganised to his last minute work, I really let it out. I'm not sure if it was a good thing to tell him everything, but at least he knows how I really feel. Although I'm not sure what his motive was but when I said I was demoralised, he told me that he'll do his utmost to help me (such a nice chap). There were hints here and there like "I think you give good ideas" & "I agree with you" etc..so I hope that's a good sign for me. What I appreciate was that he told me, if I had any problems with the clown, I should tell him straight away & he has an open door policy. I mean..nowadays, you don't hear your boss telling you this. But I'm still a little doubtful of my decision..Was it a bad one?
I'm not sure if there will be any repercussion on the clown or me but I hope that this was the right decision...
Had an advance 3 in 1 birthday celebration yesterday (dad's on the 18, grandma on the 23 while yours truly is on the 28). I ate so much - I think I ate like 5 pieces of lamb..Oh and I've lost count of the number of chicken wings I ate...Anyway it was a nice family gathering...
In fact, my family's real small. I've got an auntie, uncle - both are not married. Only my dad is, so my bro and I are like the only grandchildren my grandparents have. You know, I think that sometimes it's good to have a small size family cos' there isn't so much family politics - if you get what I mean. Like relatives hating one another etc. Hehe..here it's only me and my bro. I've got no cousins here (not counting Thailand)....
So it's not that bad...too big a family is kind of complicated....
It's been ages since I've blog (well, it's only been a few days). Can't really find the time to do it..I'm so busy at work & when I'm home, I'll just lie down on the sofa and not move...
Anyway after such a hectic week, I think I need to relax a little. It's been like nothing but work lately. My to-do list is increasing!! To escape my work, I even purposely took half-day leave to "siam" one of the meetings but they shift it to the afternoon!! The horror man...
Oh well, I've just completed my appraisal form last week..prays for an increment...
My mood's much better today. Just finished sending some emails (got some work to clear before Monday). I think I really need some spa therapy cos' my neck really hurts. The back of my neck is killinggggg me....
Last night I put tiger balm, that didn't work and I used this cream called Bengay which made my back better. And today I'm using that patch thingy to stick on my neck. You know what; I think it's got to be the feng shui at work. Since working there, I've been falling sick, getting backaches. It's got to be the feng shui man...I blame it on the clown..hohoho (evil laughter)....
Oh for the next 2 days, I'll be interviewing candidates with the clown. Yeshhh..I'll be getting additional help..hmm..should I ask tough questions? Just kidding..I wouldn't want to scare them; I'll just let the clown run the show. Anyway I can predict that it'll be a busy week for me at work. I've got a few meetings lined up & a major meeting on Thursday. I already feel tired just talking about work & Monday is not even here yet....
Heard this song in Bui's blog & I kind of like it (though I'm not sure who the singer is)....
It's 130am on a Saturday night (or Sunday Monday)...can't fall asleep so I guess I'll blog...
Was out shopping today with hub & I saw some kids playing around...they looked so carefree..sometimes I wish I could just go back to the time when I was still a kid...
I remembered I used to play at the playground near my home or catching butterflies at my grandma's garden...without a care in the world. Now as an adult, I've got to think of this & that. Why can't I just return to when I was just a happy kid? Leaving the worries to all the adults. Life seems to be more at ease then. Sometimes I just want to run away....away from everything...
Maybe I'm a bit down cos' I heard that one of my distant relative suffered a stroke. I'm not close to her but the last time I saw her at my grand great ma's funeral, she seem fine...
Life's short in that way...oh gosh..I'm feeling real blue but I think I'll feel better after zzzzz...
Lovely song by Corrinne May (it's not a recent song..but it really tugs at your emotions)
The clown likes to ask me ridiculous questions. Answers that he can find out himself. Is he dumb? Omg..can't stand him..
Anyway I must refrain from talking about the clown today cos' it'll only spoil my mood. Today is Friday!! Yesh..the long awaited Friday!! Will be meeting hub later. Seems he was supposed to do his assignment but he'll forgo it for meeee. Yeah!! But this can only mean that it's time for me to edit his assignment (boooo)...cos' I'm abit of a perfectionist so this means trouble..
You know, since my school days, I've always been the "editor" of assignments. It's strange cos' even at work now..the clown is always asking me to edit reports & asking me on grammer stuff. Hmm...strange. Oh and I've edited some of dajie's work too (I need to charge you liao - kidding...I will help you dajieeee...)
Hmm..maybe I give out some sort of "editor" vibe..hehe...
I'm not sure why but I'm in the mood to blog..I thought I should just stop at my last post but somehow I just felt like writing stuff...
Hmm..what should I write about? Actually you know what? Let me tell you a secret..okay maybe it's not that much of a secret. When I was in primary school, I used to have a diary. I think this last till I was in Sec 1 & it kind of stopped there. I'm not sure if I threw it away but if I were to look at it now, I think I will cringe and burn it. Yikes...maybe I should check my room to see if it's still there...haha..
Ohhh..the little bro is back..time for me to stop here. Since the comp is in his room, I can't stand it when he tries to disturb me when I'm blogging..it's distracting...rather blog when I'm alone...
Listening to the Painter Song by Norah Jones makes me feel like going to some sandy beach and relaxing under the blue sky. Don't you feel that way when you listen to this song?
Truth be told, I hate working. I hate going to work in the morning. Waking up early in the morning and facing the crowded train. I hate it. Am I being spoilt? I should count my lucky stars that I've got a job that pays well (sort of). But why do I feel jaded (remember this word, phia?)...
I just can't stand it. I think it's not only this job, I just about hate working...hmm..could money just drop from the sky (haha-wishful thinking)? Reports, meetings etc...I just want to work at the beach...you know like those small little stores in the Maldives? Wouldn't that be great? No stress, nothing. Even if the pay is low, I think I'll be like the happiest person there. I guess this is what happens when I've just finished watching the travel & living channel on cable...been out of sorts lately...happy thoughts are not working now. Maybe I'll feel better tomorrow...oh I mean in a few hours time..haha..right now it is 1235am Wednesday morning...
Didn't have the mood to blog today but decided to do it anyway cos' I'm drowningggggg in work. Right now, I'm updating the applicants' spreadsheet (which I hate to do). Hope they quickly get an admin asst to help me out (sighs loudly)......
After coming back from my 2 days MC, I feel ever more sian. How I wish I could just sleep in bed now...As I'm typing, I'm imaging myself in my cosy bed under my blankie...yawnssss....
Unless you've been hiding in a cave, you would have read in the news about a group of British tourists taunting this poor old man riding the trishaw. Not only did they tape the whole incident, they didn't even pay the trishaw rider a single cent & took off in a cab!! And the stupid thing was that they taped it & placed it on you tube. Okay, I mean how dumb an ass can they be? Do they think it's such a glorifying thing to put in on the web? From what I've read, there were people who were appalled by their action & the video was eventually removed by them. But you know how the web is; the video has been placed by netizens in blogs, forums everywhere. Even the British newspaper had an article on it.
I really can't stand this. Do they think that they are from a higher class than us? I've not read any of the comments placed on the net but it really makes me wonder how uneducated these ang mohs can be. It's already the 21st century, Asians are getting more influential. Do they still think that they are ruling the world? Oh gosh....the ignorance....
I don't even want to watch the video cos' it'll make me more infuriated...boooo to those British tourists and a pat to the trishaw rider...
Just woke up from my nap & my dearest bro cooked dinner for me..thanks bro..though u are a pain sometimes..
Saw Dajie's comment on love & something caught my eye - "Life is wonderful because we can love someone and be loved by someone". You know, even though we always complain about how shitty life is but you have to agree that life's great in a way that you've got friends, loved ones that are there for you. There's an overwhelmed of feelings and emotions that you can get to experience. The dead will never get to experience it. I fear death in that sense. That's cos' there are so many things that I've yet to explore. Getting married, having kids (yes, I would like to experience that but not now). That's why when I see articles on people dying just like that, it struck a cord to me because it's such a waste for life to just end in that instance.
So what is life? Sometimes I do feel that my life is kind of stagnant and I'm thinking - what am I doing here? But seeing how other people are worst off, I'm brought back to how fortunate I really am....so here's a quote to think about -
It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it were the only one we had - Elizabeth Kubler-Ross
I think this quote's sums up what everyone should do...
Shall write about something since the clown's not here.....
Right now I've got such a bad flu & splitting headache that it's driving me nuts. I wanna go on a holiday man. Can't wait for December!! My health has been quite bad this year. Since April, I've always been falling sick & the thing is I really hate going to see a doctor. Also, I hateeeee to eat medicine (discounting that "time of the month" cos' that's when I really need to eat my panadol). Medicine gives me such a yucky feeling. I especially hate those liquid kind..eeeeee....
Oh gosh..my headache is really killing me...helppppp....