I'm getting very lazy to blog. My mind has not been working well lately and I'm always feeling real tired. Maybe it's the lack of sleep but I'm looking like a freaking panda right now.
Anyway not much updates in my life. My working life still kind of sucks. Hope to find my dream job soon, which will be working at a beach selling coconuts...(something like that - haha)...
Guess I better stop here..brought some of my work back home to finish up but seems that the web portal that I wanna log in can't seem to work in either IE or Mozilla **&&^%%$...crap...
I didn't expect to find this song in imeem.com. This song was in the movie soundtrack of Next Stop Wonderland. I love that movie, I've watched it like a zillion times...
Crossed Paths - Claudio Ragazzi with Arto Lindsay
Btw it was my uncle (again) who passed me the movie soundtrack. Great songs in there. If you like bossa nova songs..check it out..
Finished work at 7 today. I thought I could leave at 6 but lo and behold, the boss comes in at 545 to talk to me & the clown. I feel like I'm in a pressure cooker. You would have thought that working in this industry is pretty much stress-less but it's NOT.
Why oh why???? Why am I always stuck in this situation??? I do not want to be rushed..I want to work at my own pace..ahhh...
I think I might have a panic attack when the clown goes on his 2 weeks leave & I'll have to prepare this major major meeting when he's not around..Oh wait a minute; in fact, I've been doing everything by myself...
I know a lot of people don't give a hoot about Britney Spears. Me too. I'm not a fan of hers but I was just thinking how sad her life is right now. She's certainly fallen from grace and she should try to get her act together.
I mean she's young - she's like 26 or 27. Her situation right now is raising a lot of red flags but no one is stepping in to help her. To me, she seems like a circus act and people are just watching to see what happens next. What ever happened to her family (btw you won't believe it, but her younger sis is pregnant at 16) and management team? She's like a tragedy waiting to happen...
I wonder if she ever wondered when she was at 16, while at the peak of her career, if she'll ever end up at this stage in life - divorce, lost total custody of her 2 kids, drug addiction etc. It's really a pity.....
At last, I've managed to squeeze in some time to blog. I must not neglect blogging!!! Been so busy @ work that yesterday was the first time in this New Year that I actually left on the dot. I've always worked way past 6 (the latest was 10pm). I was giving a "happy" aura yesterday and today, I couldn't care less. I just left at 615, I just couldn't be bothered with the clown.
Okay, enough about him. Anyway, I've been thinking of going for some kind of spa treatment. I think I need to pamper myself. I was thinking of going to this place - http://www.facebistro.com/. I actually have some of their products (courtesy of my photographer uncle) and it's quite good. Any takers? Anyone wanna go for a facial or body spa treatment? Let me know k?
Hehe..Saw Phia's comment & I feel so much better. Did I not say that blogging is therapeutic? Sometimes I need a little reminder that the world is not as bad as it seems, though I'm still feeling blue.....
Thanks Phia - hugsss...
Anyway lately, I've been listening to songs by Ken Hirai & Otsuka Ai in the office. It helps...
Here's one of the many songs that I like from Ken Hirai -
I don't know why but I've always got to overcome so many barriers. I wonder why some people have such smooth sailing life. Like everything fits perfectly for them. It pisses me off. Especially those rich kids. They've got lots of cash, study in a good school and live such a perfect life. It just makes me mad. It's like picture perfect, if you get what I mean. At the end of the day, money makes the world go round....
By the way, I just got my pay increment. It's miserable. It doesn't justify what I've done so far. One word - Pathetic. I just wanna throw the letter back at HR and say - keep the money and "use it to clean your backside". I don't need it....
If my performance bonus in March is low, I'll just give up and not work. Absolutely not give my 100%. What's the use of giving my all when there's no payback at all? It's just horrible. Don't just say you appreciate me, I want the rewards, the moolah...Pissed about everything. My life, the world...
I'm having such a rotten day today. Feeling in the pits right now. Totally depressed with work. I feel like screaming at the top of my head.....
Really upset...I don't even know where to start. Things just don't seem to go my way today. Big hiccup in the meeting - sigh....I feel really depressed right now.....
It's been a while since I've blog. As usual, I'm pissed with the clown. I've decided not to do anything today, no updating of figures etc. Nothing, zilch. To hell with him....*&&&^%%$$
By the way, I've got new help now. A new AA to help me out, so that's good news. The bad news, I'm fed up with the clown. I wanna box him, kick him..can u feel my anger?
So pissed right now...ok...guess I better stop here. I don't wanna sound like a disgruntled person..I need to think happy thoughts..
I'm getting very lazy to blog. My mind has not been working well lately and I'm always feeling real tired. Maybe it's the lack of sleep but I'm looking like a freaking panda right now.
