Feeling out of sorts, might be because it's that time of the month for me..Anyway I've been thinking, maybe I should move on to another industry to work. I've been in this line for 2 years ++ and it's becoming such a chore to go to work. Talked to one of my colleagues yesterday and she told me that while I'm young, I should try going to other industries and not restrict myself to working here.
You know, maybe she has a point. I'm getting bored of work. I've got no motivation right now (I've told this to my boss too). It's like I work for the sake of working & not because I like what I'm doing. I'm always smiling to the bosses, but deep now, I'm so unhappy at work now. I know that there are people in worst situations but I'm just so not happy with myself.
Why do I do that to myself? Always not satisfied with myself. I look at people and they seem so easily satisfied with what they have. I want to be just like that but I just can't. I'm always raising the standard. I want this and I want that & this pisses the hell out of me. Am I the only one feeling like that? This just makes no sense to me..
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