http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20090324/tap-290-woman-killed-hit-train-clementi-231650b.htmlI'm not sure whether she meant to commit suicide or was accidentally knocked down by the train (unlikely) but either way, I think it's a sad way to die. I mean being hit by an incoming train is cruel. It's a lose lose situation - u die or u die. I was talking to "yam cake" today and I told her that if it's me, I wouldn't want to kill myself in that way. I think I would rather eat sleeping pills and breathe in carbon monoxide in a car. I think that's the quietest way to kill yourself. No jumping from buildings, using a knife to slash yourself. It's all so painful...
Anyway just a random thought, please don't think that I'm having depressing thoughts - I still wanna get married in July and eat my tau huay tomorrow ^_^
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Right now, I have this crazy craving for tau huay (dajie u will be proud of me). I can eat it everyday and not get sick of it. I can drink the tau huay drink and eat the tau huay at the same time. And I'm so into Mr Bean's tau huay...not even the Rocher one can beat it. Actually I used to like the tau huay at Rocher but the standard has gone down tremendously...
Oh gosh this is really bad for me...Hub said that too much tau huay is not good for me, is that true? Something to do with joints being achy...mmm...
Oh btw don't you think the dog looks like tau huay - whahaha...I mean the colour..see my craving is that bad *_*
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Sometimes it's great to just lie in bed..using the lappie and listening to Diana Krall's music. I need to feel calm for various reasons...lately I've been feeling very tense...
Anyway I was on a shopping rampant today...I bought 2 Diana Krall Cds. Actually it's pretty cheap - 50% discount!!!
I know that I can't afford to buy stuff unnecessarily (reason:wedding) but I've been wanting to buy Diana Krall's earlier albums for like the longest time. I'm usually hesitant cos' of the $19 price tag but who knew that it'll be half the price!! Lucky me...
Well..I guess this is a mini reward for me after such a stressful week....
(btw I'm still feeling stressed out - just less by 5%)
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I'm touched by the msgs I've received from my friends after the last post...
However nothing has changed so far, I'm still stressed as ever...pimples are popping up, I've lost a little weight (1kg to be precise). Did I forget to mention that right now I have a new senior mgr and mgr??WTF..need so many mgrs for what???
In regards to the wedding, I'm just praying that my mum doesn't go into one of her foul moods and pinpoint something again. I hope she stays sane until after the wedding day (or better, stay sane forever). It's like I never know what's going to happen with her. I really suspect it's menopause..hehe..I can't believe I said this...oh well...
Warning to couples that are going to be married: it's not a walk in park if u get what I mean...don't think after proposal can lovely-dovey ah...wait till u hear what your parents want (for me, its mine)...
Btw bui, I hope yours will be smooth sailing, which I know it will :)
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